What about FREE WILL?
I get asked this alot because I always tell people that free will still
guides us in a direction good or bad. It doesn't matter what you tell me about your life now. Because I see what got you here
and where you might be going according to the way things line up right now . But your free will and ability to choose how
we react to everyday life can change those varables. So yes you can change things you still have free will.
If you choose to settle and be safe in the current life your living there
will be very little change. Even though I see gifts in you for another line of work altogether. On the other hand if you choose
to follow the path of your dreams or gifts in certain area's eventually you can make that goal . But at any time between now
and the goal your free will as well as how you react to daily life can change your direction once again.
On the other hand if you are destined to be or do somthing and you know it . You
may aim for that or not causing you to go in all kinds of directions of life but you will always end up at the end goal you
were destined for. Thats just the universes way of keeping you on your toes so to speak .
A wise man once said to me " destany is determined by your decissions and decissions determine your
destany- Keith Moore". That statement is so true .
You have the ability to be and do almost anything it's up to you and how
you deal with each life event as it comes right now. ............. DJ.
I have been asked about Alzheimer's Disease quite a few times lately. So I would like to tell you
my take on this to cover several letters at one time.
Alzheimer's Disease is in my view one of the worst diseases
facing man today. It slowly robs you of your ability to comunicate , express yourself or even care for yourself. Eventually
ending up in what is viewed as a catatonic state.
I worked in cronic care facilities as a CNA & PNA nursing assitant. The only difference between
my training and an RNA of today is they can give meds while I was not able to. Everything else I did like any other nurse
.
Ok so with my background as a CNA & being psychic
gave me a different view on things than others. I am asked do they know I am there? Can they recognise me?
To start with this disease is a very frustraiting one.
the more you loose ability the more frustraited you become. Then in the finnal stages of the disease catatonia. The thing
is your still you the disease doesn't deteriorated your brain just the connections to almost everything else. Although it
seems to attack mostly the things we contiously make use of from movement to speach. The subcontious functions like breathing
, and over all health keep going along fine in most cases.
Ok now the big one you are still you in that body that no longer works the way
you wish it to. And the homes mandate is to keep you as healthy as possible for as long as possible for financial gains. It
is very hard on family to watch a person slowly loose their abilities and then seem to not know who you are anymore. I want
you to know that they do know you they just can't express it anymore. Even the ungifted can see the emotions in the patients
eyes. In many cases the mind has a saftey mech. where it helps you to find a memory and you relive that memory as if your
there. Alot of people go into good memories but I have met a few that have gone into war time or painful memories . Many have
no family that even come see them anymore being that it is hard on them to see you like this.
It was an honor to work with the people I did who had this awful disease.
I would talk to them and make time for them . They need company and caring more than ever .
I do hope the day comes that a cure is found for this disease. Until then though
don't forget those who are suffering from this. Make time and visit a loved one as much as you can. They do know your there
. If they are in a memory you might take the shape of another person in the memory but they do know your there. Try not to
ask them things it only ftrustraits them since they can't respond. Tend to tell them things how your doing how the family
is or even the news of the day . The point is to be there for them.
On a personal note : I had an Alzheimer patient die in my arms one day.
The feeling as she passed of peace and freedom was overwelming. She had no family and nobody had been to visit her as long
as I had worked there. She had plaques on the wall for over 20yrs of living there with this aweful disease. Plaques from various
prime minisiters etc. She was one of my favorites and I remember how her eyes would sparkle when I came into her room. Just
happy to seem me again. I also seen alot of pain in those eyes and felt through my gifts. It was amazing to be present
when it was her time to go on home. I could feel the energy leaving the light fading within and then the euphoria she felt
as she was going home. Then the energy and everything increased as she returned to her body. This went on three more times
until she finnally was gone.
She thanked me for being there for her and I watched as she headed into the light
with her family members & guides.
As amazing as that experience was it was one of so many and a facility like that is not the best
place for a psychic/medium. Yes we can help but we also run the risk of burning out or worse. So I had to leave the nursing
field . I just couldn't do death on a daily basis anymore. But I will never ever forget all those lovely souls I helped and
who helped me ........ DJ.
